Wednesday, July 3, 2019

Slightly Creepy Dreams

After a huge fight on the phone with lzyk, I took my pills and had a series of dreams within a dream within in a dream. It was like lucid dreaming or something.

A drone was buzzing me on my roof and it aggressively buzzed me and I snatched it by the middle section and smashed it. I realized who ever was flying the drone was going to come for me, but when I tried to clean up the peices, they turned to flower petals and with relief, I realized I had been dreaming.
I woke up early and I had left my door open. I thought maybe I sleepwalked on the pills or something, but people were speaking chinese in the hallway, and it was someone moving in next door. I asked why they had opened my door and the lady said something about because of getting the new furniture through, but i couldnt understand it all. then I realized it was a dream, because that didn't make sense.
I woke up and my house had changed slightly, there was a new building next door and I had a new window. I realized i was still dreaming and then I went into this stage that felt like I was floating, and my arms wouldn't lower back to the bed; like my hands were buoyant. It felt like being high and I wondered if I had died, but without much panic.
Then I woke up again I wasn't sure if I was awake or not. I was starting to panic a little, like I might be losing my mind. I tried looking for text to read, cause I heard that it will appear as scribbles, if you're dreaming. I could read my phone fine, so then I started to freak out a little because I didn't feel different than when I had been dreaming. So I went back to sleep (if I had really woken up at all) and woke up several more times, each time, unsure if I was really awake or not.
At last, my alarm started blaring enough that I knew I was really awake. At least, I'm pretty sure, because if I'm not, then this dream has been going on all day.

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