To all my peoples in the struggle-
It was all a dream. I skated and worked to make ends meet but I never really tried to do better than the best possible moment until lzyk threw me out. I went into a different dream, that has become like a game, of how money I can make.
They say skating is a lifestyle. It's true as fuck. I haven't been able to reconcile my addiction to profit with my desire to skate, so I haven't skated for a while, like how a junkie just didn't show up for a while because of an insuppressible urge. I'm discouraged because when I get back to it, I'll be starting from scratch. It's almost like being injured for long term. A year later, you just start again from the bottom. And I'm about to start again from the bottom, cause I just quit my Mon Wed Fri gigs.
Skating isn't what makes you a skater, it's not being able to stop that makes you a skater.
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