How I Almost Died on a ** ***.

it was rave night at the bridge. I was all shaky but I went anyway.. It was wet. I didn't feel good, hard to say how. I just did. I warmed up and did ***s because I want to get better at popping them. As I twisted and landed a low one, my heart started going crazy and my vision faded out. I stumbled a couple of steps to my bag and sat down. I couldn't get my breath for about twenty minutes, and my heart was still pounding. At this point, I should have called an ambulance, well, long before that point. Instead, for reasons that I cant explain, I walked home, resting several times on the way, because my heart was pounding and I still couldn't breathe. Bizarrely, I showered off, packed a night bag with charger, headphones, and book, and took a taxi to the ER. As I pulled up, something in my chest snapped, like a breaking rubber band, and I started to feel normal again. Total elapse time was about 70 minutes. Now I'm sitting in oberservation. Might be here for a while.