welcome home

i had a bad day, for irrelevant reasons. i was ready to be violent. I awkardly said good bye and i love you ( we dont say the second part here, but i tried to show it by offering money for the things they gifted me) and lzyk and i went back home on the hsr. it super sucked, but her mom gave me a couple of tb's for the the, and i was embarrassed to drink them in the atrium of hte train, but i did.

then domestic disputes happened and then i went to skate, pissed.

i got to the bridge after lights out, and a motely crue of homies were still tehre. i skated, they wound down, and an hilariously drunk dude from NC sang us hours worth of original material. One young sawty smashed hisself on the ground trying to ******* the bar, and then two homies showed up. we skated for a minute and then the police showed up. I shook their hands to thank them for kicking us out of the skate spot (they had to ask me to repeat myself when i said thanks, because the cars and scotters where deafening) but fuck it, it's taipei, and there is always a new spot around the corner. i successfully hit a few small spots on the cruise north, and tried to ***** the **** stair at my old house. This was a mistake. I tried it once and didnt make it, but kept kept going and hit the steep ass banks at  the mrt entrance. i tried it again and hurt my fucking foot, a lot. so i got a tb and posted up on the stoop, and i mean, the old stoop, the one true stoop, in order to feel sorry for myself and fill my night with hate.

i cracked my beer open and a western voice shouted "yoooooooo" from the crosswalk. It soudned like rmj, but i half expected it to be the NC dude ******** on ***. It wasnt the NC dude ******** on ***, it was rmj. i have never been so glad to see him. he was out for a walk, because we both are driven to wander this perfect city, and somehow, we came back to the same stoop, at the same time. at this point, i awkawardly paid for a new beer and he brought it back and i put it in my backpack and then mildly accused him of not getting it, so sorry there, beause i just found it, hot and warm, a few hours later in my back pck when i got home.

anway, rmj told me to chill and walk me back across the city like a guardian angel and now my life is still fucked but I dont feel quite so furious about it. sometimes taiwan castes some magic around.