skateboarding saves lives

having been instructed to move out, i found a place and started moving there. It's a weeknight, but IS still made the time to come help me move my pitiful pile of shit from Lzyk's place to my new one. The taxi pretended to not know where to go, and then we drank some  beers on the roof. I paid him in shoes and a gobstopper deck. We drank enough beers than I puked into the grate downstairs, but not til he had already caught  a taxi. We talked about skatespots from 20 years ago, and skatespots in the city now, and now I feel a lot braver than when I was at the old place. Breaking up is hard to do (dont take your love, away from me) i bought some household essentials. It's eh, empowering, but also feels like shooting my dog in the face. after I puked, I watched cmilk and whatshisname ride scooters around her home town. I'm so worried about her that I cleaned and fixed the bathoroom fan at the old house. My number one concern is that she is going get through this. In a way, that makes me feel proudly mature. Jesus christ almighty, never get married unless they really want to.